A family reunion. I know what your thinking… cat fights between the aunts, comparisons between cousins, looking for the next potential teen pregnancy in the family out of the corner of your minds eye. It’s pretty classic isn’t it? Sad, classic, but true. Every family has their deep seeded issues that were never talked about or resolved and we remember that one person in the family we never really figured out; the “black sheep’s” or the outsider’s looking in. Happens every year for most, maybe even twice a year for the unlucky ones. Ha
Growing up, I thought my family was perfect. Two amazing parents, poppa was a doctor, and momma was a slim, blonde, and beautiful stay at home mom with five perfect children. We were living the dream, or so everyone thought. No one knew that a giant rainbow flag was going to cover our dream house in 1996. At the time, when my dad came out and divorced my mom, I thought my whole world was crushed to tiny little pieces and I observed my whole world turn into this game of chess between my sibling and my parents, trying to get our pieces in order. It was quite the struggle and our family became the “talk of the town”… I can’t even begin to put into words what our family reunions were like. It felt like everyone was talking to each other but looking in our direction out of the corner of their eyes.
All of this should be a painful memory right? But, looking back I mostly remember the lessons I’ve learned from that experience. I remember the look on my mothers face when she continued to pray to God for support and help, how she leaned on God and on her faith to forgive my father and move forward. I remember my dad’s smile when he introduced us to Craig, the love of his life, and how happy he seemed in that moment. He was finally free to love whomever he chose. I remember my sister, so beautiful as a dancer in high school, the leader of our family, standing up for my dad and living her faith to it’s fullest by getting married in the temple to her husband of 10 years now. And last but not least, I remember my brothers, protecting me, loving me, and becoming more of a dad to me every single day. They never let me forget how hard they would punch the first guy who tried to break my heart. I remember EVERYONE learning lessons and overcoming obstacles that seemed impossible. Sure, those years were rough, but I wouldn’t trade them, not for anything in the world. They have made me who I am, and shaped my family into the most amazing people I know.
From the year 1996 to 2011, I have learned to forgive & forget, accept everything I can not change, pray, lean on God, trust my intuition, be the bigger person, let go of pride, stand up for someone who can’t defend themselves, ask questions, be smart, but most of all, I’ve learned to love.
So, during your next family reunion, just remember, we are all learning lessons and even the seemingly “perfect” are learning something with you. We all contribute to the things we learn every single day. We are all teachers. Welcome the “black sheep” or the teenager who won’t turn down the music into your loving arms. Teach them how to love without saying a word. Isn’t that truly what family is all about?